No, I don't get what you're saying all the time, because of the circumstances.
Even a like on this website could be construed as a signal that isn't just "A like", at least for some people. I do not perceive engagement with myself on this site to be run-of-the-mill as a baseline. I know a decent amount about you but not much. I don't know how you perceive me whatsoever.
I already know everything is planned. I've been writing about that extensively for the past month and a half here.
I would argue that you are being pretty specific in this thread @1417 and then backpedaling when I ask you about the specifics, claiming you're speaking generally.
But who knows!
because some jester fuck entity is having their way with our little minds and they think it's funny
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18xXxqZbcMGzJUdvTSMj7VbqmyesZCa31p Unverifiedi am trying to be specific because i sort of understand how it operates but not what the fuck it is or what it looks like at a base layer so yeah can't do any better. i wasn't alluding at anyone and i think this is beyond glowie shit or earthly biznis lmao
I believe if you saw my logs here on the Abraxas weather event day you would think that even harder. I am pretty certain there are way higher powers than even apex human power, involved here. Somehow I got tangled up with something. It doesn't feel evil to me, the higher power(s) involved.
I have thought of some ways that despite everything looking miserable here - it could be a lot better than it appears. I hope this kind of configuration is happening here but it's impossible to know for sure. It has to do with removing consciousness from the body prior to extreme suffering, so that no conscious entity ever experiences extreme suffering here. It would be impossible to know if this was happening or not, but I hope it is, as weird as this sounds.
also just to clarify everything making money and working hard is wonderful and can be fulfilling just not when you do it to survive, we are so advanced materially we could easily just do whatever we like/want, most people can't just do what they like unless they sacrifice everything for it. if we were able to be relaxed for a second most people would reach the same consensus that bad people have to die immediately, so that could be the source of a lot of this confusion more than learning, divine order or any other such cope
Who decides what a bad person is?
I'm sure lots of people would consider me a bad person, for example, but I'm not. Quite the opposite, from my observation.
you aren't a bad person but you sure are recalcitrant. i get you tho i'm the same
I have no doubts you would be 100% exactly what I am if you went through 100% exactly what I did
What am I supposed to do, just built this way and doing my best. It doesn't feel like it's all coming from me. Whatever else it's coming from doesn't feel bad either.