Post by Lex

I believe if you saw my logs here on the Abraxas weather event day you would think that even harder. I am pretty certain there are way higher powers than even apex human power, involved here. Somehow I got tangled up with something. It doesn't feel evil to me, the higher power(s) involved.

I have thought of some ways that despite everything looking miserable here - it could be a lot better than it appears. I hope this kind of configuration is happening here but it's impossible to know for sure. It has to do with removing consciousness from the body prior to extreme suffering, so that no conscious entity ever experiences extreme suffering here. It would be impossible to know if this was happening or not, but I hope it is, as weird as this sounds.