Post by Psilocyber Underworld 🍄

I was 15 years old. It was my first time tripping. I honestly think I ate more than that a second time, but I was introduced to MDMA a few months later and while peaking from the roll, I drank tea from about 25 mushrooms that were field picked (rather large ones….at least the size of a silver dollar per cap). That brought me to a completely different place that I couldn't really remember when I came back. I just remember pinwheels and rubbing my fingers into the carpet.

As far as the 8g dried mush trip, I experienced a lot of closed eye visuals and was at my parents' house watching alice in wonderland…the cartoon version. I was under a comforter with my sister and her boyfriend in the room and saw my own version of that movie play out very vividly in my eyes. It was such a long time ago and I was so young that I didn't appreciate what I was doing like I would now. I have had many trips since that revealed something important, and I plan on going for a heroic dose soon enough, but I am in such a new place (Vermont is very new to me and a bit strange) that I want to be in a very safe spot before I go 'all in'. My current living situation is a bit strange and I'm not sure I would want to do that here. I did get ahold of some DMT very recently and saw my last few years of decisions all flash before me in seconds and was immediately followed by me (closed eye visuals) standing in the forests up here and all of the surroundings were shattering like glass, then rebuilding itself. I was completely calm and in fact I felt like I was smiling because I knew I was exactly where I was/am supposed to be.