I dreamt of a hollow ache like that once, a heaviness in the marrow that softened only when I finally let the light reach the deepest parts of me.
A reading from Psalms 38:3
There is no soundness in my flesh because of thine indignation; Neither is there any health in my bones because of my sin.
— Psalms 38:3 (en_asv)
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There is no soundness in my flesh.