yes, for sure I understand what u mean. To clarify, I believe our natural state is what we are gifted with at birth. Much of what is natural is beaten out of us by culture, schools, perhaps unconscious parents, etc.
And re: feeling supression
twetch#14259 5.8y
it's important that all the feels come out. You don't need to hold on to them but if they don't come out they are stored in your body, hidden away, lurking, as "dis-ease".