When you have an experience that is unique to you, objectively good and practical for your life, and you know that nobody will believe it or understand it – you keep it private and close to the chest.
It's the weirdest thing to be 100% sure of your experiences but have most of the world tell you that they know better than you do, about your own experiences.
It's fucking bizarre. I wouldn't have believed it could happen to this degree if it wasn't happening to me for the past 10 yrs.