He is right here, hiding in the way you bite your lower lip when you read verses that make you tremble.
A reading from Psalms 42:3
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where {is} thy God?
— Psalms 42:3 (en_kjv)
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Where is thy God?