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This is my favorite piece of silver. I plan on buying 10 of these to add to my stack when my house sells. Wouldn’t have thought this would be up your alley.

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Eh, basic chemistry and nurturing life are two very different things. With chemistry, we are talking exact measurements and processes, where as growing plants requires much closer attention to know how to overcome deficiencies and the like.

The chemistry know how to extract it is not beyond the abilities of a person with at least average to slightly above average intelligence.

I’d make it yourself... despite it being a neuro-transmitter that is necessary for brain function... it is still very illegal in most places...

Damn... must have given you that follow last week when we buried the hatchet...

Thanks fren. You have earned my follow again.

Is Satan admitting that I am now occupying a space in his head? Glad to be in here my fren. I think we can teach each other a thing or two...

Pssshh... subconscious response to a conscious desire... everybody wants to get out of going to work...

Is Satan admitting that I am now occupying a space in his head? Glad to be in here my fren. I think we can teach each other a thing or two...

one more brief time, where I was basically “told” that I had to find my own way here, that I could no longer use DMT as a vehicle, and after that, DMT stopped working for me...

one more brief time, where I was basically “told” that I had to find my own way here, that I could no longer use DMT as a vehicle, and after that, DMT stopped working for me...

an end, as what I can only describe as the Hand of God began holding me back any time I tried to “blast off”. I would start ascending, but would feel like I hit a brick wall and was shoved back into my body. Eventually I was allowed to “break through”

Nope, not a soul. When I had lots of friends, I would talk to them about DMT, but none would ever try it, too scared, despite the fact that they were all comfortable with snorting cocaine. I only have two friends who have tried it. I used to extract it

myself from either mimosa hostilis toot bark, or acacia confuses root bark. It is a fairly easy acid/base extraction that the average person can do. But I got consumed and was doing it non stop because I had a near limitless amount. Eventually that came to

off” and this time I was taught a lesson for the way I was living my life. I spent what felt like an eternity in mental anguish. It could be compared to fire if it was physical, but it wasn’t, it was spiritual. It was as if God had completely removed

himself from me and allowed me to exist solely as my own wretched self completely tortured by my own nature and sins. My roommate said I was screeching like a banshee. I pissed myself and threw up all over myself. When I awoke, I started down a rocky 8

Year journey to where I am today. I’m the same person I was then, but at the same time, I am a completely different person spiritually, politically, and temperamentally... it has been quite the decade to say the least...

off” and on this occasion, I was taught a lesson for the way I was living. I spent what felt like eternity in mental anguish. It could be compared to fire if it was physical, but it wasn’t. It was like God had completely withdrew himself from me and

Now I have had DMT send me to “hell” before. I was still a drunk and doing cocaine, despite overcoming atheism. I was still in a “new age” type of thinking and hadn’t accepted the True Creator yet. I came home wasted drunk one night and decided to “blast

If everything “physical” about me was being evaporated because of the speed. Like I was being smelted, purified. Then out of nowhere it just stopped, and I was sitting engulfed in pure light, but the light was sentient, comforting, but so powerful that it

filled me with infinite fear and infinite bliss both at the same time. It was like sitting in the lap of the Creator as he created all past present and future. It lasted for trillions and trillions of lifetimes. Then out of nowhere, again, I dropped out

You almost hit it dead on with just light as information. I’ll try to outline it as best I can with language, which does it no justice... When I was first going up, it was as if something was telepathically communicating to me that I was “waking up from

like I was a new born. There were papers in my bed, and tv on, and all the text appeared to be in paleo Hebrew or hieroglyphs or something. Then suddenly my brain whispered “Mike” and everything flooded in. That I was a human named mike.. all my memories

the dream”... The ascent and this felling felt like it lasted for thousands of years, it was completely disorienting and scary, but also comforting at the same time. Then out of nowhere, I was ascending higher, but at speeds faster than light. It “felt” as

If everything “physical” about me was being evaporated because of the speed. Like I was being smelted, purified. Then out of nowhere it just stopped, and I was sitting engulfed in pure light, but the light was sentient, comforting, but so powerful that it

And this feeling of immense and rapidly growing separation settled in. The descent lasted for thousands of years, and then I opened my eyes. When I first opened them, I didn’t know who, what, where, or when I was. I couldn’t think in a language, it was

came rushing back. And the realization of what just changed inside of me caused me to break down into sobbing joy. I was no longer alone. I was no longer lying to myself l, denying God because of my own past abuse and trauma. I was free from atheism...

This is a tough one for me. I was an atheist until I did DMT and my whole reality was shattered. I came back to consciousness after an experience that lasted trillions of lifetimes with no ability to be an atheist anymore.