Yes its one of those  your are hundred percent👍
It is a very rare and coincidental dual meaning and a tripple whami i didnt pick it because i was  munted because  .actually 4 banga .you wouldnt read about it 
1 actually means why am i here?= If i was dead i wouldnt be here( my stated thats wat i said and ment period)
2.why am i here ?= here is treechat as well but ii have used that term many times pretty sure in published on substack essays (incorrect double meaning)
3 why are you here?=had to occur on a pist of mine simultaneaously  i just  happened to use a  term that does directly to someone that either hasnt read my work or know me it would be totally not being. Oh my god ive located a 5th meaning hope i remember im off boards. Yeah you do a post and statistically less odds making it even more  of all the variations making it even more less likely  as the many many including slang terms i could jave chosen , but again im highly highly hyper sensitive to all stimuli and i wont post words when a non violent conotation term is neautral no way interpretable as an act of malice , no cryptic links , or malicious  so dead vs here . Ill allways pick non voolent style word
4why am i here?= It can mean im acyually here on treechat because of craig wright material , i support craig so just joind because of craig which is not the case  and dont think it requires further explanation
And 5 sorry mental blank oh yes . 
5 why am i here ? = could in fact mean im not here at all for simple normal logicaln reasons and in fact im here for craig wright but choosing that wordwhen others could have avoided this whole conversation but surely np one knows or could mot possibly know that i am very interected in these lets say  symbolic patterns or what ppeple would describe or acyualy dual meaninfg crypto , they follow or ar onteetsted in cyphers maths anomplies  . So from a child i cant help to observe these strang e pheemomina but my interest predates the modern term crypto or cryptic  its been fashionable since crypto so i try to .lets say my life is a very bad  well it causes me inability to funcion sometimes but bad because i see these patterns  beyond the definition of crypto or cryptic thats why the tersm offend me and distress me because i knnow how this stuff is used in ways that you wouldnt believe.yes . You would be well justified to suspect or allow for possibiloty or se the link and ignore if yoi didnt know me thats wy i am so particular and it takes mevall night t o reply to a post and then i delete and am sometimes psychotic because obrvation duebto hypresensitivity it all stimuli overrides my normal sensory  im done esp used to be usrd  that s what i realy was interested but hardly hear term .
So yeah it could have been veiwed possibly to have intentional as you would say crypti maliciou intent