I thank you sir for what ever you did . Im telling you .i want all  of us here even other devs anyone to show how its done , lead by example,  and the tension that happened all from me . I hope my explanations were clear enough to give some insight into that ive been supressing my struggle and yo witnessed a textpook case of very dangerous for me  as things dont always go so smoothly for people  that conducted themselves as i did but you guys  surprised me you left an exit route of the conflict open without forcing me to relinquish the shred of the fabric that i have retained  in my somewhat now made public struggle that a observer  with a keen eyesurely i hope would know or could see the private issues ive been concealing for so long. In that struggle i feel i was forced to either flee or stay and sorry my word iam so tired bit my desire to  be able to simply contribute softwate hardware and a whole range of possibly very valuable if not valueable  an exersise in understanding designs that do not meet the high standards of success ful computer science theory.

These designs  questions come to me at all stages of a 24hr period and i think my first proposal is to firstly before ideas are even expressed that a structure to efficiently deliver data in a secure private and speedy manner need to be agreed on so others may participate in the environment of devs that respect and adhere to strict norms and protocols of computer science  but not excludoing non computer science team product development . 

Pardon me but these ideas just keep coming to me  day after day at all hours aand i have longed for even one assessmemt by your team of a ......actually passing out  . Now.

Ok now in english  i say we need to settle on a way that anyone here can give ideas to the necesary people so maybe to get shit done  ..... goodnight