Well participation has certain unavoidable results .
And non participation i know that feeling . Im sticking to  stayng public and allowing karma to take its course iv been quietly banking good karma over the years and  have also tried to  hide and been in a state of very bad  feeling mpst of time. 
But with my dog  its very dificult. And as long as shes ok like now and is the best from me going to pub and more but this is unsustainable  animal ownership with constant threat of police or fights with neighbors just the constant vigilence of stopping dog from chewing something and getting  sick  and barking and neighbor starting trouble she is a karen bit i supervize dog 23 hours min no exeptions 24 hrs a day to and must sleep during night but i like to work if you could call it that  i  think im going to actually stop attempting to work moblie phone use is not as bad as i thought  it would be but still very bad for my health. But desktop  ? Not in rush one fucken bit to fuck around in that tera tory .
Honestly  treechat is best. But so easy to get into excessive use.  The dog is the gardest theirs no two ways about it .  But absolute lonliness like before i can still feel that lonliness  and moral is lonliness is why we rush to phone or computer a bit faster  im reaching for phone before cigarets and weed  wen i get a gram or two very occasionally thats about it for me  but as i said health and mental health tree chat even with my drama  and unexpected  incresed visibility thats what i learned frombcraig wright  pulic discourse and engaging as brnefits  over time  from gradual  increase in participation its a good feeling to be able to have  a talk or even just get in there and begin to start  forming some firm stances and   building a list of observations also  mentally engaging with craig wrights substack and being proved every single time no exeptions   seeing an empty  comments section? 
Not being able to recall one instance of  a succesful critisism backed by some decent evidencem.
 Switching on tv and  going no bloody way fuck that  then reechat with  yhe ruin your day by looking at a post thats my bread and butter  so far . But a bit scared of tree chat might pull back actually wi be bulling back to own my self as this posting hesvily  i wpuld rather be dead  that even get close to these weeks  i cant even remember but i would rather be dead ibwould welcome death over substack grock  combo and ai 10,000 words a day  no fucken way probably worse that typing on treechat  grok and 10,000 words a day  thats when you successfully quit social media but twiter quits you. Dont know anyone ever quiting twitter  but goung back yo twitter after losing multile accounts im just maintaining phone numbers i  hope to  have twitter adresses but should of backed up twitter data document followers   and either start new account  and kiss ais moderators ass and be good elon fearing tesla driver  that watches that guy onyoutube that  justvaccidently has guy in black suit with eth founder
With that grin and probablynnot psycologically brainwash billions of people with carefully positioned video  that it just lives permanently there when you google a partovular mans name and never cared to make any videos to offer alternate narative.   Im having cigarerte tea and putting mobile on like strict time per day or even two day rule so help me god. Treechat people you ate a very fair people if the current treechat group thats active stays active that is a force to be reckoned with ok myfeet are burning thats also sign of  khat drug  "bath salts " halucinations   or walking in bleach ok ive completey had it my fucken feet are burnig  good night