Im telling you.  Welcome welcome  and thankyou.
And im just going to take a few deep breaths put the heater on because i have no smokes theyre 50 bux for a packet of twenties. Ive been trying to quit so bloody hard , ive been trying to quit smoking longer twice as long as some people have been alive. Im gona aplogise  if it sometimes maybe rules my life . Yeah sometimes i have to just retreat and not even be really present   because im focusing so bloody hard on not smoking non stop twenty four hours a day.  Because ive got stuff i want to do 
Im 51 i want to make it to 60 not just 52 if that. And ill say it , can i be much more not scared but i didnt just wake up thos morning at about 420 and go yeah , im gona actually write , im gona try to do the best i can.
 Mistakes wonderful . But id like to think i stck within some boundaries and theres mistakes that i am certain that i havnt made.   And yeah not whinging or anythig but yeah it makes it easier if i dont respond or who knows what could happen  im actually very sick. But ill leave it at that .  Maxxx im Mark  and whoever you are hey i dont think i will ever forget when i tried this new thing treechat you turned up and said GM . And im saying GM back . 
And i tell you what mate that is something i have  a bad memory for somethings some things i remember clearer than  . Who knows  all ill say wow and goid on you mate good on you , and my first hunch my first feeling is you seem good. Not bad .  Good on you Maxxx.  Hey for actually working with me here, you stepped ip to the plate which ever way it goes.  I really think i know im here for good and im going to keep things simple , fast  , easy  happy as i can that i know . Welcome Maxxx welcome.  And got to give you credit bigtime  .